Anyone
who has ever walked alone on a moonlit night along a desolate country
road knows how a pervasive darkness like that enables us to some how
see things more clearly with just a minimal amount of light. At times
like that, we call upon each one of our senses to gather for us what
ever evidence they can so that we might learn more about the objects
of our attention and concern. Little things become magnified in terms
of importance so that we might read the meaning and consequences of
those objects even if we can not actually see for certain what they
are.
The
Sedre of Vayishlach (Genesis 32:4 to 36:43) with its companion Haftorah,
the Book of Obadiah, tells of the great turning point in our Father
Jacob’s life when he returns to the land of his birth from his
lengthy and arduous sojourn with Laban, where he had married the love
of his life, Rachel, but only after having been duped into first marrying
her sister, where he fathered his many sons and where he prospered
in spite of the mistreatments he had experienced at the hands of his
conniving and deceptive father-in-law. Jacob’s overarching fear
was that his twin brother, Esau, still harbored enough resentment
and hatred for him that he might wish to take his brother’s
life. It had been for that very reason that Jacob had fled from before
Esau all those years ago after getting their Father, Isaac, to unknowingly
bestow upon Jacob the blessing and birthright of the first born son,
which was by rights that of Esau.
Jacob
could only guess, based on his past knowledge of his brother as he
remembered him from all those years ago, how Esau might feel; how
Esau might react; and what Esau might do to Jacob when seeing him
again face-to-face. To better evaluate his situation, Jacob dispatched,
Vayishlach, “and he sent”, messengers, to tell Esau of
his pending arrival, but more, to probe what, for him, was a great
and terrible darkness, in hopes of learning something that would allow
him to know more of what was in his brother Esau’s soul; how
Esau felt about Jacob; if Esau hated Jacob; if Esau wanted Jacob to
be dead; and, if Esau would, in deed, try to kill Jacob.
To
mollify the situation, Jacob sent before him a tremendous and surely
impressive number of animals as tribute to his brother Esau and as
a way to hopefully ease the tensions that he expected their approaching
meeting to bring. Jacob also took strategic percussions to insulate
himself from his wives and children so that should, in fact, Esau
pursue Jacob in a hunt to the death, he would enable his progeny to
survive and continue his Father’s and his Grandfather’s
mission to bring the world and its peoples the message that the Lord
is the One and Only God and that the precepts of how the Lord wishes
mankind to live are engendered in the ethical ways as demonstrated
and lived out by him and his forefathers.
In
his isolated position across the river from his divided encampments,
Jacob passed through the night alone with his thoughts and his fears,
which he faced one-by-one and all at once in what was a grueling and
draining struggle to survive and conquer the one person who can do
us all in; one’s own self. It comes down to us that he fought
with a man; an angel; who finally admits defeat and begs to be released
by Jacob and who blesses Jacob by giving him a new name; Israel, by
which his descendents would be known from then and onward even until
today. He purchases a piece of land and constructs on it an altar
called El Elohe-Israel.
Pivotal
also in this Parsha of Vayishlach is the death of Mother Rachel, who
dies while giving birth to Jacob’s last son and her second son,
Benjamin, who is the full brother of Joseph, and who will play such
an important part in the story of the Jewish people as they move forward
into their bondage in Egypt, which prepares them to be free and to
appreciate freedom, which is so very important to all that is Holy.
The
Sedre also makes mention of the death of father Isaac at the age of
180 years and how his two sons, Jacob and Esau, together, and respectfully,
bury him.
The
Haftorah, which is the entire Book of Obadiah, carries the message
that the forces of evil will never destroy Israel, because Israel’s
faith and the truth enshrined in that faith, is eternal. And, it puts
forth the warning: “For the day of the Lord is near upon all
nations; as thou hast done, it shall be done unto thee; thy dealing
shall return upon thine own head”.
The
challenge for a painting that would and capture the darkness of great
fears, tribulations and unknown feelings while projecting the optimistic
message that all would be well with regard to the Covenant that the
Lord had established with Abraham our Father came about by using the
nature of the watercolors and how they soak into the pulp of the paper
giving a myriad of levels of the same color moment-by-moment across
the page. When everything is special, it is difficult to make anything
special. So, we opted to let the feelings and meanings behind the
symbols mix, however they might, as one’s eye drifts from one
to another and back again; from the painting as a whole to the elements
and phrases within it; and from what one sees with the limited light
available; not too differently then when walking along a desolate
country road lit only by the light of the moon and calling upon all
of our senses to help us understand and know what we may from what
is before us.
Drew
Kopf
Shevat 9, 5769 corresponding to February 3, 2009
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